spring will never come to Manse city

but it will.
it definitely fucking will.
and even summer will.

tday when i was leaving the main building through the doors which lead to the roof with some picnic tables and so on, that doors that r just undo the main steps.
there are some bushes also on that roof and tday...
it was a rabbit! the real one. pretty huge... with big legs and ears. it jumped away pretty fast. but i've seen it.
It reminded me about that night that we've spent in Helsinki about a year ago with Chris. sittin through the whole nite wrapped up in a single sleepin' bag under the huge stone somewhere in the middle of a park or smth.
and something was bouncin' all the time around...rabbits i thought then...it could be.

But tday sun was shining, and the spring was just round the corner. somewhere over there. but pretty close.

and that's the second time when i fisically felt that i need my beloved hands' continuation. with my flash, and my old Gelios lenses and all that other heavy stuff packed carefully in my backpack.
i didn't miss photography that breathtakingly much during this months till this crazy man appeared.
all the hell that i've been doing as a person who takes pictures look so damn miserably now! completely drop dead.

but i will be strong. i told mum not to bring my baby here. i can do it. i promised myself.
Patos can do it better.
will see parents already in two days. dying for it.

rabbit was so nice. spring is here.

song (lyrics) of the day:
'I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special'